Love...

The wind is shaking the windows,and over my small room,the stars fill up the sky, shining brightly too many to count,the stars reassure tired me...they wipe away the many tears that are deep inside me.Don't be hurt too much..they hug me tight and pamper me and comfort me, telling me to go to sleep. Though I'm exhausted to the point where I can't walk though my tears blur my vision.I'll still smile in front of my love that I'm not able to get.Even though our happy times were short, I'll treasure it deep inside my heart like those countless number of stars, forever. My dream is coming. though it is unusual that my one star is bright. It is very bright, even blinding..it comes down to my shoulder stop being so sad..it holds my hand as it touches me and gives me a warm hug. Though I'm exhausted to the point where I can't walkthough my tears blur my vision. I'll still smile in front of my love that I'm not able to get.Only for today, I won't cry though my eyes fill with tears.I want to laugh like those stars.I want to cherish all my happy moments deep inside my heart.

huhhh

What is the reason for life or living? This question is bugging me but no matter how hard I try I can't seem to find the answer I keep ending up with 'why?'(There has to be a reason for us being here) Can anybody please enlighten me?It sounds like you don't want to be here. If you woke up tomorrow in paradise where you had everything you ever wanted would you ask yourself "why am I here?". No. Although you might ask "how the fuck did I get here?". So the question you should ask yourself is "why am I not happy here?".